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June 19, 2011 - 00:14

I know you are supposed to start these things at the beginning of the year, but I don't care. I love summer, so what a better time to start and end a project. Anyways. I let myself down a lot last night, woke up with a mutilated arm and pissed off friends. Can't remember it. Haven't done that in three years, which is good. But still mad that I broke and brought myself down to that level again. Sucks even more that it's summer and I have to make the LAMEST excuses of why I so badly need to wear long-sleeved shirts in 90 degree weather whilst never rolling up my sleeves for anything. *Sigh* Boyfriend went away again for work and I can't sleep. I have to get up for work in roughly four hours, and I'm chugging vodka and praying it helps knock me out. The dog is snoring away right next to me as I do this.

I feel so alone right now.